Eyes Wide Shut

Unemployed day 12
Wide awake today at 7:30 am. Why. why.
I can only guess that the better half of myself makes elaborate plans and schedules for the day to come to make up for the lazy ass I was yesterday. However, I did get dressed before 3, left the house twice and spoke to humans - and as far as goals go, I don't think that's half bad. I also don't think I should discount the long over-intellectualizing IM conversations I am having with all of my friends who are at work and are talking to me because they have to be in front of a computer. And, I figured out how to look at you on Friendster.